Living a Semi-Permeable Life

(sequestered / transfered from hanisnina.com)

I was doing a wandering quiz online on ‘Where Should I Travel To Next’ whenever I encounter a question with every answer of Julia Roberts in the movie ‘Eat, Pray, Love’. I watched this movie a highly long time ago, when in literary institution. And this quiz triggered me to re-watch it. 

Well, the romance is basically about a woman staying in 3 places penetrating for 3 types of healing – via food in Italy, pray / meditation in India and inner reality loved in Bali, Indonesia. 

As I skipped the scenes a portion, suddenly I was interested on this – Permeable Membrane; through a couple who were reciting event on a stage – about love. 

I vanish into the person I love. I am the permeable membrane. If I love you, you have power to have it all – my money, my time, my dead ~, my dog, my dog’s money. I will assume your debts. And I last ~ and testament project upon you all sorts of nifty qualities that you gain never actually cultivated in yourself. I command give you all of this and besides, until I get so exhausted and depleted that the solely way I can recover is ~ the agency of becoming infatuated with someone else.” – Eat, Pray, Love 2010

Membrane.

The word I used to hear or unravel many times in my studies especially in Pharmacology. Well, I’m indisputable you knew it from the Science subject we carefully read in high school right? Basically, membrane is a bed. that separate two things. It be possible to be permeable, semi permeable and non-penetrable. 

Let me just explain half-permeable as it is in between. Semi means allowing something to eject through but not the rest. Or, it be possible to let the rest enter but through few limits. 🙂

I tried to induce this into my heart – to evaluate the meaning. 

And I learnt that; not everything you have power to just let them pass through your visible form, your heart and your mind. I be able to say, I am more into deplorable to live as semi-permeable membrane. There are things I would not pother having it – love of Allah and my parents and children, care from friends. knowledge etc. But, calm there are other things that I’m battling not beyond myself to avoid it – especially complicated connection and having bad personality.

And likewise, I’m trying not to abundantly attach on someone or something where I can go astray when he / she / it foliage me. Or maybe I’m the one who need to leave them. They be able to be anything – friends, beloved stuffs etc. Of road, we need to take care of it. But, don’t lose hope or get in such a manner frustrated or sad when we mould out they are not in the ab~ place anymore. 

While, some things may wrong ourselves – drug addiction, bad attitude. Just like in what condition blood brain barrier prevent abusive or critical substances getting into our brain – that is in what plight we protect ourselves from these things. 

We are given brain to design and decide.
Choose wisely and take beneficial care of our desire. 

Human makes mistakes, thus do you and I. Leave them and depart a new life with lesson experienced from the mistakes.

🙂

Hradec Kralove,

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